If i see you in my dreams

Sinceramente, habia pensado en ponerme a escribir la cuarta parte del fic, peeeeeero decidi ponerme a postear, dado que hay cosas que quiero expresar y que con un fic no bastaran...

y de todos modos son cosas que no puedo decir aqui, por mas que quiera, sad, but true.

Hoy fue el royal rumble, muy bueno el evento, especialmente porque me perdi el del año pasado, debido a fallas de mi querido proovedor de cable, que a final de cuentas es quien tambien me da internet so...

quiza lo mejor de este dia fueron como diez minutos, y bueno, hoy me la he pasado pensando, cant help it...

tiene mucho que no me siento asi, lo que me hace pensar que en realidad debi haber esperado, como me dijo Oka-san alguna vez, el amor es como una mariposa, si la buscas mucho, esta huira, pero si te quedas quieto y la esperas, vendra a ti... donde quiera que estes Oka-san, espero que estes muy bien ^^ se te extraña por aca en el cyber mundo.

por eso es que ahora, en este momento, pienso que cometi dos errores o tal vez tres en los ultimos años, pero no es tiempo para estarme lamentando, yo se que es lo que pienso, algunas personas mas tambien lo saben, pero para el resto debe permanecer como un secreto.

yo estoy lleno de secretos, asi me gusta ser, no me pregunten el porque, pero es la verdad... simplemente eso de confiar en alguien no se me da, aparte muchas veces mido mis palabras, pensando en que la gente puede ser lastimada por ellas, o en algo peor, molestarse conmigo, eso de que la gente se moleste conmigo regularmente me da igual, excepto cuando se trata de gente que me agrada mucho, de la cual hay poca...

debo tambien aprender a no confiar tanto y a decir las cosas en el momento, es malo lo que hice hace tiempo, pero bueno, pense que podria aprender una habilidad nueva, pero por lo visto, hay cosas que simplemente no puedo perdonar, ni podre...

estuve viendo inuyasha en la tarde, solo tres capitulos antes del rumble, me gusto verlos... tenia mucho que no disfrutaba el anime asi

tambien encontre algunas de mis cintas de Karekano, y aunque no las vi, no me senti mal ni enojado por verlas...

por lo que veo mis heridas se comienzan a cerrar poco a poco, y eso es bueno, disfruto de la musica nuevamente, disfruto de karekano, los recuerdos malos se van borrando poco a poco...

disfruto de la musica, disfruto del anime y del manga, redescubro un placer que yo pensaba perdido, el placer de la escritura...

mi vida puede ser mejor?

si, si puede, y espero que lo sea...

esperare por ti....

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Turn! Turn! Turn! Lyrics

To Everything (Turn, Turn, Turn)
There is a season (Turn, Turn, Turn)
And a time to every purpose, under Heaven

A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep

To Everything (Turn, Turn, Turn)
There is a season (Turn, Turn, Turn)
And a time to every purpose, under Heaven

A time to build up,a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones, a time to gather stones together

To Everything (Turn, Turn, Turn)
There is a season (Turn, Turn, Turn)
And a time to every purpose, under Heaven

A time of love, a time of hate
A time of war, a time of peace
A time you may embrace, a time to refrain from embracing

To Everything (Turn, Turn, Turn)
There is a season (Turn, Turn, Turn)
And a time to every purpose, under Heaven

A time to gain, a time to lose
A time to rend, a time to sew
A time for love, a time for hate
A time for peace, I swear it's not too late

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My Back Pages Lyrics

Crimson flames tied through my ears
Rollin' high and mighty traps
Pounced with fire on flaming roads
Using ideas as my maps
"We'll meet on edges, soon," said I
Proud 'neath heated brow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
'm younger than that now.

Half-wracked prejudice leaped forth
"Rip down all hate," I screamed
Lies that life is black and white
Spoke from my skull. I dreamed
Romantic facts of musketeers
Foundationed deep, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.

Girls' faces formed the forward path
From phony jealousy
To memorizing politics
Of ancient history
Flung down by corpse evangelists
Unthought of, though, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.

A self-ordained professor's tongue
Too serious to fool
Spouted out that liberty
Is just equality in school
"Equality," I spoke the word
As if a wedding vow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.

In a soldier's stance, I aimed my hand
At the mongrel dogs who teach
Fearing not that I'd become my enemy
In the instant that I preach
My existence led by confusion boats
Mutiny from stern to bow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.

Yes, my guard stood hard when abstract threats
Too noble to neglect
Deceived me into thinking
I had something to protect
Good and bad, I define these terms
Quite clear, no doubt, somehow.
Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now.

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Perfect Blue: Ai no Tenshi (Angel of Love)

Look! Can you see her white wings?
Those eyes gazing at you...
That sweet voice, and those gentle hands...
They exist only for you,
Protecting you from so very close by...

If you're worried over love,
give a call for help and just wait...

Love makes your heart pound, pound but
If love is loving, loving, then
Let's go go
Because the chance will surely appear
The Angel of Love is smiling at you...

If you have only a little bit of courage,
you'll be able to change yourself.
Have faith in yourself, and do your best!
Overcome all the pain.
I'm sure you can do it!
You're not alone!

If you can love someone,
then without a doubt, that's what it means to be strong!

Love makes you feel on top of the world
Your heart feels like it's on cloud nine
You've shone like the stars
So let's go in and "attack" him!
The Angel of Love is watching over you.

If you're worried over love,
give a call for help and just wait...

Love makes your heart pound, pound but
If love is loving, loving, then
Let's go go
Because the chance will surely appear
The Angel of Love is smiling at you...

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Esta lloviendo, toda la tarde ha estado lloviendo, ya dije que la lluvia ha vuelto a gustarme? estoy mejor ahora, de lo que habia estado antes...